Forgive others
Forgive myself

Forgive myself for entering a new world
Forgive myself for not being together
Forgive myself for shining my talent
Forgive myself for shining myself brightly
Forgive myself for being in best timing, at best place and with best people
Forgive others
as much as forgive myself
I may be the one who is saved most



Talent, Timing & Place

She said, "It is not my place here. I should be in a higher place, which was supposed to be my right place. I was told in such a way" and she left.

Later, I heard she started a new project with other members I also knew.

She let other persons know her new project including friends I introduced her.
But she never let me know. I was totally excluded.

I thought we were close friends.

Was I in a lower place?
Did I do anything wrong to her?
Didn't I deserve to be her friend?

I was suffering.
I was thinking of the answer.

But I couldn't.

With other issues, most of the year 2013 was challenging to me.

However it seems over now.

I found the answer.

It is "Talent, Timing and Place".

Talent is shone most at right place in right timing.

Our talents are different so our right places and right timing are just different.

That's it! not higher or not lower.

Our right places and right persons are different.

Talent are fully shone when we are with right persons at right place in right timing.

I don't know what she meant. It is only she who knows the true meaning of what she said.
And she will receive what she deserves.

That's all.

I just found my talent, what I truly like and what make me truly happy.
I thought I knew it but I didn't know all.
When we know our true talent, life changing events are occurring.

Afterwards, my soul mates started contacting me.
We haven't known each other. They just appeared and are appearing.

When I am with them, I remember more what made me happy and what I liked to do.

Everything is being interacted.
We are being interacted.

Then I realized, "this is my place and my people I had been wishing for".

When I am at this point, I could translate what she said finally and I was free.

The below music was one of items to let me remember who I am and what I am.

The title is "Forgiveness".

I'll challenge new things but what I already did before with new people in the remaining 2013.






Being attracted to... 
Being pulled...

We decided Signs 
to know each other
when time comes

Powerful signs

My memories are coming back

And the meanings of  
the path to here and  
the people I've met and parted
are being discovered 

People my soul promised to meet are gathering now 


They are autographs of musicians from Wiener Streicher Solisten. 
They were my first group of artists.
After I encountered a powerful sigh, I just realized how important my meeting with them was! 

Something may have already started here...


Bashar manifest

I just found this message a friend of mine introduced in her blog.
Messages Bashar deliver are very true.

We just decide what we like to be no matter what are happening outside our world.
Please enjoy this YouTube!



Dreamy Pottery Lamp

I made pottery lamps this early year and introduced them in this article,Pottery Show.
I presented a smaller one to my friend. Then I made another small one for myself.
The title of the lamps are "Dreamy Pottery Lamp".

I placed them at my altar where I put only my favorite things.
Most of items are my handmade.

I am very excited and happy to see lamps lighted up!
So I want to share the beauty of my Dreamy Pottery Lamps with you and filmed it.
I hope you like my art works!



I love to meditate in this beautiful and dreamy atmosphere.



what I thought today

I truly feel others say to me whatever they like to say without thinking of me. 

They might not think I am hurt or care. 

I am hurt and care.

But I think it's silly and stupid to care what others think and waste my time and energy.

Thoughts and minds of people often change like clouds change their shapes frequently.

I can't make EVERYONE happy.
I can't change myself to anybody EVERYONE likes.
I can't be changed into anybody else besides who I am and what I am.

I'll be with persons who like me and think I am good.

I believe they use their judgement, theories and logics in their world not in my world.

....those are what I concluded today


Tomorrow never comes...

12 years have passed since the September 11 attacks in US in 2001.

I found the below poem on my facebook today and knew this poem was being widespread after September 11.

This poem was written by Norma Cornett Marek. Her son was drowned to death. She wrote what she wanted to tell her son and published it in 1989.

When I read it, I realized many things again like...
Live this moment.
Be honest and tell what I really think to my loved ones.
Stop and say “I love you,” “I’m sorry,” “Please forgive me,” or “Thank you”.

To us Japanese, March 11 will be the day forever to let us rethink those important things.

Tomorrow Never Comes by Norma Cornett Marek

If I knew it would be the last time
that I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly,
and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I’d see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss,
and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, 
and play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say “I love you,”
instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes,
and today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you,
and I hope we never will forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you’re waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll surely regret the day
That you didn’t take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone,

what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today
and whisper in their ear
That you love them very much,
and you’ll always hold them dear.
Take time to say “I’m sorry,”… “Please forgive me,”
… “thank you” or “it’s okay”.

And if tomorrow never comes,
you’ll have no regrets about today.




We actually don't celebrate Halloween in Japan like people in Western Countries.

But I already started to see Halloween decorations. I feel it's a little early but cute.

Especially it was very cute! When I entered this building, I found them and stopped to film them moving.



Crystal Ball

We had a unique gathering today.

During this gathering, we enjoyed crystal ball. The sound and vibration of the crystals purify our body, emotion, mind and spirit. Sound are different depending on players.

Although the video is very short, you can get some idea about crystal balls!



Kaze Tachinu

September started and students went back to school.
Last month, I watched several movies at theater and videos at home.
Now many Japanese movies are on screen.
The latest movie directed by Hayao Miyazaki is "Kaze Tachinu", the Wind Rises.
This movie was shown at Mostra Internazionale d'Arte Cinematografica and received good reputation. Hayao Miyazaki announced his retirement after this movie.
I love his movies!
I went to see "Kaze Tachinu". The theater was full of people because it was during summer holiday.
The movie was great and very touching. Its background was before and during the World War 2. It showed good qualities of Japanese at that time. But I don't know how people abroad feel about this movie.
There isn't the English official trailer but I posted the Japanese trailer here. This movie is planned to be shown in another countries. If you watch it, please let me know how you feel.

After the movies was over, I met monsters!!

And ate ice cream!!
There was a campaign at 31 ice cream shop. Buy double and get one more scoop!!
I love cookie & cream ice cream best! Of course, it was at the bottom in my cone!!