Peaches!

My father bought peaches today.

Yesterday, while eating dinner with him, I said I liked to eat peaches a lot this year!
He remembered what I said and bought them for me!

He drove to his office everyday but he went to dinner with his friend today.
When he eats, he always drinks beer or sake.
So he went to dinner and came back home by train.
He found peaches at station and carried them all the time.

He doesn't have particular places he likes to go or particular items he wants.
He prefers eating and drinking at home to eating out because he can relax.
He likes meals my sister or I cook by usuing his homemade vegetables.

And  he likes to go to movies with us and eat dinner after movie.
When we are watching advance billing of movies at theater, he requests what he likes to watch next.

Besides that, thare are not much request from him.

But just these days, he started saying he liked to go to Tsukiji fish market
to buy and eat delisious sashimi, slices of raw fish.
And he asked me to make some kind of pottery.

I'm happy to hear his requests!

And he looks happy while eating dinner withe me these days.

I guess my relationship with Father is getting better.

If it is truly changed, it thanks to the fact I thought over my relationship with Father in my heart.
And released what I couldn't release, forgave what I couldn't forgive.

When we are changed truly and seriously, our reality surrounding us change instantly.
If the reality doens't change, we are not ready to be changed yet.

I enjoyed my first peach this year while thinking of these things.
It was the sweetest and most delicious peach in my life!

Take responsibility and create your own world

You are the only one
who can create and control your own world.

You can harvest only what you planted.

After you plant, what kind of water you'll give is also very important.

If you feel troublesome while you are plowing your field,
troublesome crops grow.

And when you eat those troublesome crops, you feel troublesome
and more troublesome things surge over you.

If you feel delighted while you are plowing your field,
delighted crops grow.

And when you eat those delighted crops, you feel delighted
and more delighted things surge over you.

You can take responsibility only for your own world.

Although you feel sorry for those who don't plant anything,
giving them your harvested crops is not a good idea.

Giving them your own food is a easy way
and you are thanked by them.

When you are thanked, you feel good and you may repeat giving away.

However, if you truly think of them,
let them notice how lazy they are.

Then when they truly wish they change,
finally you can teach them how to plant and harvest crops.

But you shouldn't plant and plow together.

It's because when you do together, they do,
but when you don't, they might not do.

If you are worried by them,
you can watch them from the place they don't notice you.

The love you want them to notice is something hypocritical.

True love is the one you keep loving although they don't notice.

Giving is not the only love.

Sometimes love is hidden in behavior you can't find any love.

Those who know true love
don't mind being hated after deciding to take all responsibility
if their actions are all for them at the end.

That is the act of  true love
and the person who practices true love.

Like you can take responsibility only for your own world,

that responsibility for others' world are taken by only them.

Although they can't take responsibility forever,
you shouldn't feel sorry for them.

It's because it is only your own world you can control and create.
Yon can't control and create others' world.

Please leave all responsibility to their guides and angels who protect and guide them.

When you decide to take all responsibility and create your own world,

you don't need to worry you might hurt someone after you release all your power.

The world you can influence and change is your own world.

Sometimes, somebody say they are hurt by you.

But they are the only ones who can create and hurt their own world.

You can't influence or hurt their world.

Only when inhabitants in that world give permission,
their world start being created.

So please don't be afraid and take all responsibility.

By using all your wisdom and knowledge,

create your own world as you wish.

Love,
Chiaki

Happy Father's Day!

Actually Father's Day was over in Japan.
But I celebrated the day with my family.

Father doesn't want anything material.
He always loves being surrounded by nature.
But he was happy to get a present my sister and I chose.
And we made dinner Father requested.



I was going through a little hard days past weeks.
A father of my best friend died.
Before and after his death, my heart was just beside her.
We talked a lot about death and family.
I wanted her to do her best until his father's last moment and supported her.

At the same time, I was thinking of my relationship with my parents.

From the spiritual view point, it says something like below.

If your relationship with your father isn't healed and you can't respect him,
you can't feel love given by the universe.


If your feeling towered your mother is not healed,
you try not to receive gift the universe try to give to you.


But when you decide to face the truth of the aspect about Father,
you'll realize the gift the universe continuously bring to you.


When you release your negative thoughts about Mother to Heaven,
You can open your heart and are ready to receive joy and blessings




I wrote my thoughts and feelings about my parents.
Although I thought I wanted my parents to do this and change this,
I couldn't go back to the past and blame them.
They were very young and immature but did their best.
Only what I can do right now is to just forgive what they did and didn't, and release them.
Then only gratitude to them are left at the end.

Thank you so much, Father and Mother!